Actor. Singer. Model. Restaurateur. Party boy. Alcohol Enthusiast.
I’m alive and well!!!!
Once again… love doesn’t work out. I knew from the beginning to never even start up again. Relationship after relationship… failure after failure… why even start? Am I just ok to look at and then once you crack open the shell… you realize it’s a big pile of nothing? Or realize that the person that I seemed like I was and the person that I am are two totally different people? This is getting so tiring… where is my TRUE love? I’m beginning to wonder if it’s a unattainable dream made up by people to give us hope… Forever alone…
Am I really worthy of someone’s love?
So… two of my best friends in Korea are now megastars… I can’t say I’m not fuckin’ jealous because it’s actually eating me alive right now. I know I should be happy for them and all, but I just can’t help but think… WHY COULDN’T IT HAVE BEEN ME???!!!